My Unique Religious Belief System

I have a unique religious belief system I like to call “Cedeism” as they don’t match up perfectly with any currently established religion. It’s special to me and eccentric to most. But it’s mine (and anyone’s, really, who feels connected to it) and a spiritual viewpoint I hold near and dear to my soul! First, and foremost, I believe in God (deity, higher power, what have you) which is included in most religions. In mine, there’s ONE. And they are not male nor female and are exempt from all human chains like, gender, as exampled above, or one body limitations as I believe they are a shape shifter (to come as multiple species to observe-admire their creation as an insect-, visit-conversate as a stranger with their creation-, and test-come as a stray dog or homeless man to score your kindness and care for the less fortunate- humans without their knowledge), teleporter (to get to places without the pain of distance, time, and travel nuances), and time traveler (to show us past events after we pass to explain why we made it to heaven/hell or explain why a loved one made it to heaven/hell), time, distance, travel, (all explained above) illness, death, birth, growing up, learning, deficits, flaws, bias, emotional responses/reactions (but does have feelings just can still think logically and fairly), etc…. I believe in heaven and hell. But it looks very different from what most have had it described as. Hell is not fire and brimstone… but, rather, an infinite void where you are placed 100% knowing of your life alive and remembering your loved ones… alone, in pitch black, complete silence, not able to see nothing but darkness, or hear anything but your own thoughts and voice for eternity… to never end… to never escape from… no human contact… ever… knowing your loved ones will not know you (will explain later) but you will know them… with no possibility of changing this fate… no chance of making amends with God… seeing the loved ones in your memories… forever… 😳 I’d rather burn in hell with people around me to scream with and share my agony with, wouldn’t you? Now about knowing your loved ones and them not knowing you… Well the loved ones who make it to heaven are informed of you not making it before heaven. And they are given the choice of hell so they remember you or heaven and their, memory of you being erased indefinitely and permanently from their minds. Seems like an impossible decision, right? One positive being, you remember everything else about your life however these loved ones won’t be included in those memories… (Why? This is your punishment for your sins! May not have been bad enough for hell. But you were no saint! And did some very bad things too! And this choice is your consequence for that!) But in heaven your eternity is perfect. No pain, no heartache, no tiredness, no human limitations… God grants you with his non human limitations benefits without the power! Keeps you from trying to overtake them while still being in the paradise we all dream of! Pretty clever and tempting, right?? And I do believe in Jesus but not in the traditional Christianity way. Like I don’t believe in him as the son of God. More like God shape shifting into a fetus and experiencing human limitations to understand humans more so they could have sympathy and leniency with their sins. But also died on the cross/tree, whatever after they realized how hard human restrictions really are… and paid for all our non hell bound sins… so he could have company in heaven which is why they created life in their image in the first place! They wanted company! But not in a bored and lonely way. An intrigued and interesting way. Always positive feeling driven. Never negative. And as I said, we get that too when we go to heaven if we choose that. Ok, and, have you ever seen the lovely bones? That’s how I see  the in-between. It’s where you come to terms with your death and how you died (if necessary) and get the craved and sought out kind of heaven out of the way! Because that’s the interpretation everyone wants to be what happens! Just never ending fun and creativity and magic! Some Christians, instead, believe in the  purgatory and heaven is nothing but praising God and doing nothing else. But who REALLY wants to die to hurry to get to that? Like, be for real! Sorry, I’m just being honest. But I don’t want to pour slander on another religion. That could be exciting and joyful for many, many people. And I may not be understanding of that, but I’m certainly accepting and friendly of it. 🫶🏼 I also believe those who commit heinous crimes against the innocent or young children… get intrusive thoughts constantly (while trying to think about their loved ones and all the memories) of images and snapshots of those they violated and hurt! My God’s hell is brutal and some will slam my beliefs just because it’s too hard to believe. It’s too scary to think about. And they really, just don’t want to even imagine it has a possibility of being true. And I can acknowledge and appreciate that. And even empathize and relate with that. I also think that all animals, the severely/profoundly cognitively disabled, young children (before they can honestly and certainly recognize right from wrong) mentally incapacitated elderly, and likewise… always make it to heaven despite any wrongdoing… because they are innocent and don’t ACTUALLY comprehend the error in their actions. They are pure. BUT, I think it’s a HIGH possibility every non furry animal and insects of all kinds go to hell to be the only occasional contact with life for those in the void. Ok, lol, I’m jk here. I wanted to lighten things up before I leave this post. Because, wouldn’t that be funny? I hate both of those things, but even that would make that destiny better! 😂 And, now I am getting typer writer’s cramp! 🤦🏼‍♀️ So, I hope you enjoyed this more casual and open book blog! Have a good one! 🙏🏼