Author: Cede Dawn

  • Who is God to me?

    God… that name calms me like an anti anxiety pill never could. It welcomes a peace over my being that I just can’t explain. Something so inhumanly that no amount of Science could come up with an even the vaguest theory to elucidate on why when I call on them when I’m hurting so deeply……

  • Sh. This is Mental Illness.

    Have you ever been going about your day… just minding your own. And your mind becomes your enemy. Attacking your peace. Your silence becomes filled with sudden chaos. Erupting out of no where. It’s starts on the top of your head. Feeling like someone has placed their hand on top of your head and is…

  • What being bisexual means to me…

    For starters, it’s never about religion. I 100% believe in God. But what I don’t believe in, is that a God of love and creator of all things beautiful… would ever dismiss someone they once knew as a child to hell over love. Lust? Maybe. But never love. And both love and lust come in…

  • Crown

    You should walk around wearing a crown. You are a king let’s bow down. A soul so kind just pure devine and patient. A vibe that aligns so adjacent bonded and intertwined. When my cup runs dry… You carry me and gently leave me to ly… ing… and ingling for your presence when my world…

  • Emmarie’s Perseverance

    “Hello, 49. Can we get your name?” “I I’m Emmarie. Emmarie Vette Hilton.”, she started off nervously but ended with confidence. “ Well, Emmarie Vette Hilton. We’re auditioning for the roles of Sadie and Jenna in the upcoming film “See Me”. Sadie is a traumatized young woman who gets dragged down the path of drugs,…

  • Emmarie’s Perseverance… Here Goes Nothing

    The line was long. Emmarie couldn’t believe she was doing this. A real audition. Not theatre. But for a real movie. A movie that would get her name heard around the world. Was she ready for this? Was this a chance she was willing to take? What if she got the part? What if her…

  • See Me/Emmarie’s Perseverance

    Smile, Laugh. Fool them. Light up a room. And they’ll never know… …That inside you’re the lone body spray you get every Christmas. Nestled in the darn corner. Tucked away. Forgotten… … Teeth Flashing. Laughter blasting. Jokes landing. You’re a hit. Life of the party. They love you. Why are you so… … Sadness feels…

  • She’ll Leave You Mentally Well Before Physically

    A woman is complex. But we have similar patterns you can see when things are coming before they ever happen. Patterns that make certain aspects of us as a whole predictable… yet men still tend to miss the blazing neon signs flashing and blaring right before his eyes. She’s done bro. She’s already gone. It’s…