What being bisexual means to me…

For starters, it’s never about religion. I 100% believe in God. But what I don’t believe in, is that a God of love and creator of all things beautiful… would ever dismiss someone they once knew as a child to hell over love. Lust? Maybe. But never love. And both love and lust come in all sexualities. Straight, gay, lesbian, and bi. And that’s just a fact. So now that we have that out of the way we can move forward with what really needs addressing! I hate the term biSEXUAL. Because for me, it’s not about sex. It’s about the person. I didn’t choose to be bi simply because I’m sexually attracted to both genders. Or because I wanted to just because. That’s basic human instinct. Whether we admit it or not… we ALL find other humans attractive of both genders. Now, before I piss off some toxic masculinity men… I’m not saying we all want to be intimate with everyone we find attractive, just that we do find others attractive of both genders no matter who we are. We just do. It’s nature. For me, I am able to connect to what truly feminine and what’s truly masculine. And I’m not talking about societal stereotypes of these things. Like pink, glitter, getting dressed up, etc… for ladies and big muscles, aggression, alpha male complex, and chasing the highest body count for men! I mean desire authentic femininity and masculinity. The nurturing, patient, gentle, and welcoming nature of women… the protective, I want to take care of you, touch your body, and let you believe you’re the boss men. Straight people are the true form of their biological genders but are only attracted to the true essence of their opposites. I happen to bond with both. So I can be happy with either. I just happen to fall deeply in love with a man. He’s my soul mate. But this could’ve came with the right woman as well. It was 50/50. But maybe not. Only in the case of this was destiny. Maybe my mission is complete after I pass from this life. If not, maybe my next life will be a female. Or maybe my last life will be. My first love was a girl. But my real twin flame love is a man. I would be so broken if this relationship ended. But I would want to know if I was unaware of situation where it should be over. Don’t leave me blind looking dumb. I would never do that to another lady. I’d tell her. How she takes it and uses it. That’s on her. 💁‍♀️ MY conscience clean. 🫶🏻