Well… It Depends

I’m not entirely sure what direction this question is pointing in. But I’ve narrowed it  down to the 2 most likely. 1. What could you try for the first time again if you could be wiped of the original time you tried its memory?… Or 2. What could you try for the first time EVER that you have Yet to try?… My answers to these questions would be drastically different for, notably, differing reasoning. 1. I would try meeting my first baby after labor for that initial lays eyes on him moment again! …And 2. Get over my fear of infants dying and have a girl to experience that Mommy Daughter relationship doing girly things. I would pick number 1 for number 1 because that is by far the best feeling I have ever felt in my entire life. Nothing has yet to match or even come close to, what it’s like to experience that amazing instance. As for number 2, I would choose that life event because I love my boys so much because they are my children who I grew and brought into this world and I just naturally with 0 effort love them in the strongest, most unconditional way… I want to see if that is different with a daughter. Not less or more. But, distinctive. So, yeah… there’s both my answers to however this was aiming to be asked. What was meant to search our minds for explanations for…. Because, maybe it means neither at all but something completely,  just slightly, or possibly even  in-between aka moderately unrelated. I don’t know. But from my greatest interpretations at this moment, these are my responses to the  inquiry listed above.