To Live When One Wants To Die… !For Their Child!

I’m proud of myself for continuing to live on when I want to move to the next stage of existence. Life here has become so painful… and full of constant suffering… but I would never leave my little ones wondering why they weren’t enough for me to fight for! So,  alive and trying to be as happy as possible is the only option I have until I pass over from non self inflicted or careless circumstances. That’s the only way I can go.  Even as adults, especially Quin (who’s severely disabled and will always require toddler/small child level care). Because that’s exactly what those innocent and amazing babies deserve from me at the bare minimum. And that’s exactly what they will get now and forever. ❤️