Author: Cede Dawn

“EMMARIE, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?”, shouted her Mother. “I I I… don’t you knock?”, said Emmarie. “Knock? What are these cuts and burns? Give me that lighter. What do you cut with?” “Mom, I……………” “What do you cut with Emmarie? Answer me!”, said her Mother again as the tears started to swell in her eyes.…

                                               To Be Continued….. Emmarie grew up with a Mother who suffered from Histrionic Personality Disorder. So from early life she was put in competition against her Mother by her Mother. While simultaneously having to remain pretty enough to not embarrass or bring her Mother’s image down.  But never ever prettier. And while this was…

At midnight on Halloween night in 1992 a beautiful baby girl was born. She had thick, curly locks of the darkest brown hair and big, round amber eyes that burned bright auburn red in the shine of light. Her lips are full, pouty with a little button nose and round rosy cheeks. Skin naturally yellowed…

I have a unique religious belief system I like to call “Cedeism” as they don’t match up perfectly with any currently established religion. It’s special to me and eccentric to most. But it’s mine (and anyone’s, really, who feels connected to it) and a spiritual viewpoint I hold near and dear to my soul! First,…

You’ve heard of PTSD. But have you heard of it’s less talked about sub type, C-PTSD (Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder)? Well, as someone who suffers from this very real mental injury (this is how I refer to all trauma related stressor disorders), I think I would be a good candidate to start the conversation…

I’ve spoken on my OSDD/PDID and Schizoaffective Bipolar 1 Type diagnoses in the past… but I also have this and complex PTSD. But today, I’m going to go over how BPD looks for me and the DSM 5 definition of this mental illness as well. For starters, it’s not medical like Schizoaffective or 100% always…

Empathy and LOVE is something everyone is lacking right now. Everyone. ALL OF YOU! From both sides of the red and blue… and all the grey areas in between too. Babies are dying from going to get an education…but not getting the protection and outrage they deserve because they just aren’t important enough or don’t…

I grew up in a biblically religious family. The “Church Of God” Denomination. I questioned many of the beliefs (even then) but quickly learned that wasn’t allowed. So I blindly followed what I was taught in front of those who were teaching me but in my mind and around those I was comfortable being honest…